The new year... A new me?

Hey, So today i was playing around on the computer and got a strange email in my inbox. It was letting me know that a friend of mine had written on her blog. So i decided that i would go check this out and BANG! I remembered that i had one too! so i went on here and read my old blogs and had a laugh. I believe i am differnt then i was last year. Not by much but little things i have noticed have changed. This year i really want to go bazck to school and i haven't felt that way since like grade 6! I feel this gap in my life and i want to try and fill it. I may even look for my birth father this year......!? So cory and i are still together, things have been rocky, his mom died last year and he is still having night mares about it. I suggested he see a therapist to help delve into those issues he has been having about his family. Johnny and kik are doing great, I have a new baby i got last summer. Her name is lily. She is a sweet shit tzu, black and white. She is just starting to come out of her shell and is proving to have quite a princess attitude! lol. she turns 3 i believe in june or may. lol. I am living in charlottetown still, close to the civic center. Jenn is in ontario now with danial and i miss her more and more each day. Mom is doing well, she broke her leg last year just before christmas and is stil in a cast but that is hopefully comming off in the next couple of weeks. Cory is working hard and i am at home. I hate it which is why i am going to be looking into going back tro school. Don't know what i am going to do but hopefully soon i will have a measure of it figured out. Well i better jet its late and i am getting tired..lol NOT! I am going to watch some tv. Laters <3

Blah blah blah.

Hey its me. Sorry I haven't been keeping you up too date on the happenings going on in my life, but i have been pretty busy. I have applied for 20 jobs and haven't heard back from any of them. I have been racking my brain trying to find a solution but the only one I can think of is moving back out west with cory, which is what cory wants me to do. We will have to wait and see what happens in the next month. Hopefully everything will work out. Kiki and johnny are still at odds with chicken, they just don't seem to like each other. lol. But they don't fight as much as they did when we first got here. Which makes me happy, but it still makes me jump whenever I hear them fighting! Well I better jet I want to watch another movie before I go to bed. Hopefully you'll hear from me again soon!!!! Laters!!! <3

So today i went shopping for groceries with Jenn. We got quit a bit. I hope that it lasts for a little while. Then we came home and unloaded the groceries and mom showed up. She finished watching a movie and Jenn and I went out again. We went to my storage unit and picked up a few things. I picked up some of my movies and a few pictures. Then we went looking around for new wallets but neither of us found one that we liked. We stopped for a pretzel then headed home. Mom finished watching a show that she started watching and then she took me too Walmart where i picked out a DVD player for her, She got a couple of movies and so did I. I finally got a new journal and am soo excited to start writing in it. I haven't written in one in a year!!!!! Well thats about it. Write to you later.

Resumes Suck.

OK i have been handing out resumes for like a week and have only had 1 interview. I am starting to get fed up. I wish i could just get a job like that really quickly. So far in the last weekI have spent most of it with mom running around town. Hopefully this up coming week I will gain more progress in the job hunt. Wish me luck!!! I really need it!!! :S

today

HEy guys today i was up around 930 and had aloat of trouble getting out of bed. I just didnt want to. lol! Then mom showd up around 12 and we went to do some errends that i really needed to do today. But i still didnt get to telus to change my number. lol. I was soo stressed out today and i dont eben know why?! I also burnt myself while iwas cooking dinner. Stupid me. It hurt like hell, I put butter on it right away and that helped alot. Then i ran a bunch of cold water on it and man did it feel better. Jenn did her school work today, so i was stuck with mom bymyself out in the liviong room while she sewed up our curtains that i got today. It feels nice to have curtains up but it makes the room smaller. LOL We have a pink rectangle on our wall. Well i better get going write later. <3

On PEI

Hey everyone i am on pei now and am soo excited to be home. My first night was awsome i was soo relieved to be off the plane. And i had an even awsomer time today, Jenn and i went for a drive then mom showed up and stayed for awhile, Awhile too long lol. Then this evening jenn and i went to see bride wars. It was awsome i almost cried like 3 times. Reminds me off jenn and me. lol. Well i am off today and will write again soon.

At the end of the day.

Hey at the end fo the day you just got to sit back and realx. Let your mind settle and your muscles turn into jelly. Well thats what most of us want to do anyway. Not me however, Well i want to i just can't! I am soo excited to be moving home that all i can do is worry about whether or not i am forgetting to pack something! Not only that but I am worried that i'll lose something at the hotel that we are going to stay at! ugh! But i am trying to calm myself down. Take it easy, but its just not that simple. I know it should be, lol, but i always overthink things. So after i got home with the ctas today I went on the net and checked my facebook. Than i ate supper and cuddled with cory. We went for a drive then to where he works so we could cleann the car. It was disgustingly dirty. lol. And i hate driving in a dirty car. Believe me i tried to keep it clean but cory is soo messy soemtimes. lol. After we got home he went to bed and that brings us up to now. Oh i am burning a dvd right now and will be until i go home. I have soome stuff on the comp that i want and have to do it all before i leave!!! Well i better get going, Write to you soon. Laters. <3